RETREAT

retreating, i am.
i tried, but failed.
i'll try again.

where does the problem lie?
is it in me?
or wht?
i seriously don't know.

i thought it was over,
the misunderstandings and all..
but somehow, the scar was still vivid.
always reminding us of something.

i tried to look at you,
but your eyes never cross mine.
i tried to talk to you,
but your ears were somehow closed.

i see you sad,
i wanna help,
i tried to,
but,
all you could see and feel,
was someone else.

how i wish things would go back,
to the first day we met.
where we teared,
not because of parting
but because we can't bear to.

so i just pray,
that soon,
the clouds will clear
and we'll see the light again.
and we'll be happy again......

i just wanna let you people know,
i'm always here whenever you guys need to talk.
and that i'm here for you, just like she's there.
just look with your heart,
and you'll find me....

for now, lets work hard together.
and pray that all our hard work and energy we've put in.
be rewarded with the GOLD everyone wants and expects of us.

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU

- im still depressed.