死亡

说了太多。
是为别人而说。
自己的话，都到哪儿了？
一句一句，被心中的旋涡吞咽，埋没。
被卷进了龙卷风。
忘了心语该怎么表达。

奇怪，是忘了？还是逃避？
答案很清楚，但却不想被触碰到。。
虽然说了那么多，我发现，我的表达能力真得很差。
差在不懂得怎么表达自己。

难过，悲伤。　
但原因却显得愚蠢。
因为又害怕，一再被遗忘，被丢下，被遗弃。。
所以信任。我还是不认识这个字眼。
不想接受。。　
不敢接受。。
害怕又被伤害。

我想。
这次因该够清楚了吧。
我也是时候面对了。
这样不是最完美的结局吧。。

时间，可以冲淡一切。好与坏。。。
也不该去想了吧。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我的心，再一次，选择死亡。-----------------------------------------------------------------

紫色的旋律

为何是华文？！哈哈，被骏哥感染了。是的，我会PO多点文章的。＝Ｄ我也好久没接触华文了。谢谢你啦！把我拉回来。还有，我说骏哥啊，隐私，是不存在的。我想，连内心深处的某个角落，都不可能得到隐私。 世界上，人类，没有秘密。
深夜里的寂静，优美，凄凉。
脱离白天的吵杂，黑夜的喧哗。
深夜的宁静，不受打扰。
只听见键盘的敲打声。
打着每个字眼，
一切显得，平凡，毫无目的。
人的最终目的。不就是死亡吗？
那为何把空虚填满，而最后得到的，还是空虚呢？
而在填补那些空虚的当下，仿佛早成了更多空虚。　

哦。时间不多了。
该回到书海了。许如芸的泪海，因该是来自Ｋ书Ｋ到飚泪的灵感吧。
好的。跟大家说掰掰咯！

BACK finally

HEY!!!!!! am i missed?! bet i am! i'm so in a procrastinating mood these days...
and i'm supposed to make these 10 days worth while?! gosh! i suck!!!!
went to AMK to mug today.. the library wasnt that comfortable to talk so we shifted downstairs only with all the tables packed. so we left the library for the drive in Macs.
that place's rather cool. looks huge but the interior's actually quite small...
i think its mainly outdoor seating.... yay Jim! we have fate! hahaha.
anyways, i did something really dumb today, i waited for the friggin bus for like near half an hour, but when i stood up to go flag the bus, it just zoomed off!!!!! so i had to wait for another half an hour.. so practically an hour spent on waiting for the bus, highly frustrating! but W.Jim came along and took the same bus wimme, company for the bus ride, and some catching up, so is that considered yin huo de fu?! heh. (and sorry! seldom link pple. im quite an IT idiot. ).
supposed to finish my SGC by 4 June, econs lesson tmr. supposed to prepare essay outlines for the essay qn 2. which i dunno wht. URGH. and my mum keeps chasing me to bed!!!!!!!!! highly highly frustrating... >< my gosh. ulcers give me bad temper!!!!!
and ive been PMS-ing for ages alrdy!!!!!!
sighh... owight! shall get my SGC over and done with..yes its such a chore!!!
BYEEEE~