grrr

ok...after al the hassle, i finally came to this page, and i think i can make an absolute conclusion that, technology can really control our lives, take a closer look at our lifestyle now.... i believe u will agree with me, like totally.. hahaha

ciao! chinese class!

Title: Lonestar - Amazed lyrics

Artist: Lonestar


Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Chorus

Solo

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you




i simply love this song ( thanks to xy for having it in ur phone! hahah)
totally in love.. hahhaa...
ok.. i did crazy things again....
but, im simply, addicted. to you.
(:

......

Math test on tues pple!! lecture test....

YAY... the secret... tmr!!!! (: (: (:

rather sadded todayy... hahhaa...

ok.. i dun sound sad at all...

hahaha... okiee... i just comprehended a lil puny bit of history... page 13 - 23.. nt bad la.. considered i never once understood a single word from the text before...

moving on to functions....

i better pass this test!!

jiayou!!!! ^^

i still love my pple..

i <3 NY!

hahahharrharrrrrrrrrrrrrr

七夕情人节

七夕情人节快乐。

我昨晚做了恶梦，也没有什么恐怖的东西。。。
最恐怖的，是你那张脸孔。。。
真的，足够让我不安。。

ok..这样说太坏了。。
哈哈，可是，我真的巴不得不要在见到他们。。

难怪老天爷对我那么好，让我和你巧遇那么多次，
原来只是让我吃点甜头而已。。。

ok 啦。。 现在在吃晚餐。
等一下在到starbucks啃书。。。
咳。。好悲阿。。

大家要加油哦!!
*特别是你。。*

hahaha (:

stupid GP spoiled my day.. but Lit brought me back (: and econs was utter failure.. but, cant do much abt it, i studied.. sighsss.. nvm

after lit.. we went to watch Agamemnon, it was soo hilarious and nice!!!! it was like based on modern context... yay...one of the plays ive enjoyed so far....
thanks yi xiang and si ying for the doughnut! (: yepp!!! faith and elaine are at my place now... sleeping over.. working over rather.. >< ooohhh. and the walk at clark quay with the gals was really fun.. hahaha (:

and.. the thing that turned me off the most was not gp or econs.. but bumping into them.... while we were on the way to clark quay, i met dom and the whole cv guys gang... which is not very pleasant.. same carriage somemore.. right beside us...
and.... the thing is... after everything.. while we were on our way home on NEL, saw them again la!!! omg.. and again.. same carriage... god u are so not helping me today.. sigghhs... guys are jerks.. ok.. no offense to the rest of the guys reading.. but.. yeah... i m so turned off by them... not like im a person of worth or in any position to criticize anyone.. but.... HE IS TOTALLY OFF THE LIMIT. based on wht he used to say n do... argghh... and... i feel sooo embarrassed and regretful to even be called his ex. grrrrr... its just soooooooooooo grossingly gross.... and announcing to the whole train didnt help at all...

i won't be surprised if i was so traumatized by guys i become homo la!

grrrrrrrr;...

hahhaa.. woops.. ok.. im giving the wrong idea that im very pissed off right now.. but not really la... not now..since i have faith n elaine here (: but just dint like tt situation just now.. so totally awkward.. and 2 of em cldnt take it and just keep saying jerks.. LOL.. damn funny.. thanks for standing up for me! (: but.. im not the i wanna fight kind... hehe (:

JIAYOU PPLE!!!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

YES YOU

READING THIS.. HAHAHA

work work work

ok.. craziness.... if i went tuition today. i think i can just die on my door step when i reach home....

theres :
1) PW - WR
2) GP AQ
3) Econs test ( 3 esssays tmr )
4) chinese file
5) chinese worksheet

my ulces hurt like crap.. so sorry if i cant talk today and tmr...

jiayou pple!!!

emotions overload

too much stress....
my stress management level is super low...
and.. today was damn unlucky.. nothing went right...
i knew it the moment the day started.....

i broke. torn.
i cried. i screamed.
i dint use the knife, i fear blood....
i think i shouldnt do this too often...
i dun i think i will.
control.....
somehow... the monster just let lose...

too many Is in a stanza...
shows my self centeredness and selfishness....

i'm a huge mistake..

heyy pple!!!

hahahaa... i'm back home with tabsters like shes right opp me.. LOL..

ok..somehow.. the convo with wq reminded me of that stupid argh again...

hahha... but its ok... nt everyones like that...i hope.. i wish...

i prolly just dun have luck with guys....

like forever...

sighs...

aight..

work...

NOW!

my wretch is alive!!! hahaa.. and i dint realise so many pple actually use wretch... real shocker there.. hahahha .... stupid eom.. i realised i have been cursing it for the past few hrs... days rather...ever since PW stepped into my life.....

haiz... indulging in a lonely cup of coffee..

今天的味道,带点苦涩,苦涩中带点香甜....
淡淡的.但其中又有点浓郁....
我想,它,现在感应到我最内心深处的混乱,矛盾..
它,让我赤裸裸的.....
没有丝毫的保留或掩饰...

wheress tabbb????

uuhoooo tabster!!! cobwebs gathering over my head alrdy!!!!

hahaha...

my eom in a complete disaster....

i needa pee!!!!

highness

hahhahaa!! highness too!!!

theresa's like sooo lucky! hahaha(: good for u gal!

meeting tabsters dear later!!!

hahah.. quick post before i leave to bathe..

so not productive..

gotta die die finish eom later!!

and i mean.. die die....

i love my blog now....

hahahah...

our second sentence.. and... more to come ^^

im not asking for anything...

coz i knw its more than impossible..

i just want to say.....

i'll be a best friend..

the second greatest fan of your life....

天气太热了！

最近的天气是跨张的热！所以，冷功必须加强，你们就别怪我了，我是帮大家调低温度！还不感谢我！

我搞不懂，我是到底怎么了。

我想，擦肩而过，心也轻轻的被牵动。。

就这样，随着你的身影。。

圣母的湖边杨柳最适合不过我现在的心情了。。

晚安。我，入眠了。

从今以后。

空荡荡的房里，沉重的气息。
没有你的空气，在拥挤人群也感到孤寂。
最远的距离，不是隔岸两地，而是走不到的未来，看不见那道门后的风景。。。。。


we never know how happy we can be without feeling sad...
we dunno how satisfactory it can be when we never tasted unsatisfaction..

so... i think.. LIFE ROCKS... (if theres me ard.. hahha!!! )

ok ok. you guys stop puking.... i'll just take back my words. =.=

hahaha!! okie... brb later for more quick post

sooo long!!!!

farewell.

yest had national day celebration!! it seemed to be more of a chinese new yr celebration with all the lion dance and puglistic society stunts.. haaha.. well... my fav. banana man from PSS2 came and sang for us.. wow. dint knw he was from NY!! and my chi teacher was his CT?! hahah. im so amused. (why m i talking like 3sa?! ) ok... sorry.. i'll just get copyright from her.. yeah, back to the topic.. he sang damn well la! and Javin from CSS2 sang mo ri zhi lian with him.. wow. its like nice.. tot they wld spoil one of my all time fav. but,... great job!! ^^ yepp.. tt was prolly the main attraction.. OHH and before i forget to put in the teacher's item... lemme say... MMk was sooo cute n cool and... Ms Lyn. Poh's students.. do u guys believe it??!!!! she performed!! dancing n singing... like totally no link.. hahah! ok... i dint get to see her clearly coz of the pathetic corner we were squeezed into... but.. from wht my fellow econs classmates said... she was ... UNBELIEVEABLE! hahah. after the concert was GP lesson.. how nice.. LOL.. some of my 4 idealist went back to CV.. sighs... too bad i had the parade.. if not i wld have gone back too..!!

aft the whole thing, faith n angela came to my place.. faith was like dropping-dead-right-at-the-spot de situation... everyones really tired.. so we went back to take a nap before we go for the party... den.. ended up only me n lala sleeping.. and faith was like trying to scare me.. (As always.. lol)

the party was like a ktv session.. quite few pple.. expected much more... hahaha... i went home to grab a bag of my karaoke discs.. and 2 more mics for them.. .if not.. i think everyone will just be stuck singing fish leong the whole night... yeahh... but iwas quite tired n sianed to sing... and i dint eat much also.. kinda hungry.. but no appetite... took pictures and smiled so much tt my mouth was cramping.. hahaa... and jaymie set up her love-tell booth again.. haaha... Altos were like all crowding ard the table for her zhan pu..

she solved my greatest heart-affair!! and yes!!! i dont like him!!!!! but hes deeply in love with the other gal.. omg.. jaymie shi pro de.. coz everyone was saying theirs also very zhun... and... in that case... the prev time she did it for me... was also zhun den???!!! that means... i shld have just told him la... arggghhh... ok.. im just a ben dan... always letting chances slip by me... this kinda things are like so hard to come... but somehow.. i always have a knack for letting them go....

eileen!! just wake up and stop being so afraid!!!! ahahha.. jaymie told me not to be so afraid of everything also... ok.. maybe nt just her... hahaha.. yep... next time i wil zhen xi de la........

for my work.. theres like so much to do.. but i'll go chiong after this super long post... hahhaa... yepp.. i m locked at home.. in my small lil table.. my lil confined space.. i thought i cld have gone to cp.. maybe can scout for him there also.. hahaha... ok... stop daydreaming gal!

oh yeahh.. and yest was like super freaky la.. on the lrt... 2 indian men kept smiling at me... =.= i've got nth against indian men la.. but they are just simply smiling grossingly... like gonna rob or kidnap me lidat.. paranoial.. haaha.. dun blame me la... i said in the profile i think too much alrdy..

ok... i guess this is one of the longest post i even have in this blog.. so i shd buzz of and do my work alrdy.. tAta!

- 20 cents*-

stuck

totally stuck with lit right now..... so very sianned.. how to vomit out 3 pages!!!! brain dead... totally...

really tired

theres really so much work today, so one quick post before i start my endless night.

today i was really PMS-ing.. just don't feel right, especially in chinese class, where the passage we have to copy is just so friggin long.. and we ahd to write another 3-400 words!.. my nose was blockedat such a right time can.. and i was having the stupid cramps.. holding my bladder to complete the work.. and super hungry! everything was simply at the wrg time!! so i put up all my fringe and my classmates were thinking i was pschyed or smth.. hahhaa..
anyway.. thanks and sorry if you had to put up with my MSes.. hahha.. (:

haha.. went "shopping" with theresa.. and i begin to suspect myself!! since i've got such a loving wife.. LOL... yeah.. but.. no thanks. im gay.. i like guys (: hahaha..
but still lao po!! i love you like siao!!! ^^ and my other jiemeis and dearies (:

choir was ok today.. quite effective, coz i finally learnt the way and not know the things i need to do.. but how i can go about doing it.. like using singing voice.. i've been told upteen times tt i can even spout it in my dreams.. but i dunno how... but today.. was quite ok.. practiced in my bathroom.. i pity my neighbours.. sorry!!! hahaha..

yepp.. and tuition was tiring.. i fell asleep! in tuition.. and yanshan had to wake me up.. lol.. ok.. i shant sleep in tuition classes next time..

yay! hols coming soon!!! (:

jiayou guys!!!!

*sighs.. i dint see him recently.. not at the station even.. [pouts] *

moaning for all my school life..

too much tutorials!
too little time!
too little brain juice!
too little concentration..
too little energy......

sighss.... another 1.5 yrs.. tt is if i promote.. and i better i make sure i do...

yes... JIAYOU!! 0732 MUST PROMOTE TOGETHER!!!! (:

thugs.

hahah.. i was surprised by tt guy* lol...

ohh..n HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!

flim fest

the chinese band was nice... in fact.. love the voices.. heart strings was reallyyy sweet! hahha (: rather emo tho.. lol... but the most impactful, was recurrence.. omg... its still haunting me right now.. very disturbed by tt show... yes.. VERY.. and wht did i just say i wanna do in my blog?? to be more yong gan.. (brave) look wht happened now =.=.. leen ahh leen... please stop being such a baby can?! i cant stand it ya knw?! anyway.. we got our first official class tee!!!rather tight for me... thought it could be the right size.. but.. hahha... hungry now.. haven had dinner... simplyhad no mood to go get dinner by my self...

pw later..
vivo city cip tmr..
sleep over tmr...
plus tons of tutorials... wow.. i love my weekend la.. =.=

insecurity.

feel misplaced and insecure sometimes...
but always feel loved by my dears(you knw who u are.. ^^)
thanks being ard (:

for now.. i needa rush off for tutorials!!!!
and... omg... dawnyang is drop dead gorgeous! yes... very..

我不想。。

我不想再那么脆弱，
不想轻易落泪。。
不想再毫无自信。
不想再是大家眼中的小女人而已。
我不想失去正在流逝的快乐。。
我不想因此放弃。。
我不想再绝望。。
不想失去那股热诚。。
不想，好多的不想。。
好多的泪水，好多的忧虑，
好多的谢谢，好多的对不起。。。

我，是个爱唱歌的我。
我，是个不会唱得我。
我，是个在五线谱遗失的音符。

我，其实像做我。

对不起，我会努力。我会加油，有一天，我会证明给自己，我不是个负荷，而是那美丽歌声一分子。

谢谢，那些给我拥抱，给我安慰，给我鼓励，还有很多爱的老婆们。。我爱你们！！