MY LIL' ISLAND

Watched The Time Traveler' Wife yesterday.
Rachel McAdams(Clare) is simply hot. and Eric Bana (Henry a.k.a TheTimeTraveler) is HOT TOO!! a combi of keanu reeves and hugh jackman!! oolala~ okays, enough of salivating over the cast. The movie wasn't too bad if not for the medication kicking in halfway. BUT I'm pretty sure the novel will do ALOT better. My bro's hogging it now, so till he finishes, and till i'm done with The Last Lecture, i'll move on to that amazing read everyone were so in to.
The movie wasn't so much of a tearjerker, leaves me mellow with a tinge of melancholy. teared in a few scenes , and the most memorable ones were henry with her daughter and henry in the subway with his mum. I guess its really important to tell how much you love your loved ones. They might not know it, and you might not be there in time to tell them. Time traveling don't exist in our world, not that I know of at least. (p.s. i'm always leaving room for fantasies. heh)

my fingers are going numb. the medication is really quite effective! nice job doc, hope i can get back my voice ASAP. K session awaits me! i had a really odd dream. I dreamt that I was performing on stage with S.H.E!! lol. Guess I really really love to sing. Thats the only time i feel alive. Ftw, i really don't sing tt well. and my dear roomie please stop telling the whole world i can!!!!! lol. many will be very disappointed!!! My ability is like a plankton in the vast ocean. but im a happy plankton at least, when i sing (: for now, lemme hope i can get over stage fright.

just received a really really long msg from angela. hahaha, i wonder why we don't talk on the phone instead! but its gooood, i love long msges. Really nice to have u around everytime. (: Though we don't get to see each other often, we treasure the times when we are! this sounds so gay!! LOL. and i should try to not cling on to u like a koala bear next time. i sense weird stares from the public. HAHAHA. yes i look at pretty girls, i have female eye candies and i cling on to my wife like a koala, but take my word. im STRAIGHT!! LIKE THIS _________________ VERY STRAIGHT. I adore beautiful things , tts all. and probably side effects from past experiences, BUT, i do fancy guys, still . LOL.

People are turning pretty, especially people in love. I've yet to experience the wonders of it, and so I'm taking them in from novels, movies and drama. Cant deny they aren't doing much good, bringing my expectations higher, and being way too idealistic about it. I still believe we're made in pairs, just that he's yet to cross my path. or maybe he did, but we never knew. Will i ever know?

To wait or to pursue?

Guide me, Father.
For now, my pursuits will be set on knowledge. I want more answers, and i believe I will find them myself. Knowledge will not leave me, it will not mock me. It will always be there, filling me up, and leaving room for more. The emptiness i feel will be filled, because i will then be rich. Not with tangible gold, but hidden treasures that will be invaluable.