sick.

no, i'm not feeling well at all.
my throat feels swollen, my whole body is aching, the symptoms of fever and flu are making me feel bad...
and... if i were to go school tmr, i'll have to finish my history, chinese and everything.. this means.. no sleep at all...

yeah. so i've decided to take a break.. but i still have to go for choir at 5 tmr...

today's sectionals was cool, alto corrected 2 mistakes that we've always been making...

ammy rocks. (:

ALTO ROCKS (:

but.
am i happy? are we happy?

why do we need to study?? to acheieve good grades and get a good job so that we can have money and we'll be happy? is that all?? if it is, are happy now? since all the things we do are supposed to make us happy in the very end.. but what about now? why are we wasting our youth in sighs? the souless eyes i see of many people, the eyes i see in the mirror, it reflects unhappiness, tiredness and even signs of giving up....

I'M TIRED
are there no more other alternatives? do we have to live under this spiral of silence?

but for now, i guess this is all i can do, to mug and complete tutorials, try to get the notes and timing right... and..... live like a robot...... programmed to work under this kinda condition........
sometimes, i really wish i was one...at least, i can just get myself the strongest charger to charge myself....

however, i guess the only remedy for me now..is ample sleep...

yes... i guess i will comply.. soon.