Endless Love

hooked on Endless love! originally by Mariah Carey.. but i heard the fanbi couple’s version and fell in love with it!! hahaha.

CNY is coming!!!!! woohoo!!!! which also happens to be my Bro’s birthday…

current playlist : War of the In-Laws 2

Current entertainment : Pet society! LOL

 

 

 

I’m gonna sing with you our duet.

HOT!!!!!! photo of the week (:

 

IT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!

My brother’s friend knows Junsu’s father!!!!!!!!!! ARGH..

just because shes a rich girl.. =/ sighs…

My only wish is, not to know him, BUT! to sing with him!!!!!!!!!

i will leave this world without any regrets. hahaa.

WELL. i’ve got a longggg way to go to reach SM…

hahaha. long way may simply be equivalent to INFINITE…..

 

AHHHH .

 

and i couldn’t get my red sweater and white top for my bro. =/

unsatisfying shopping trip, BUT!!! a definitely worth while one, thanks to the 3 very pretty girls! hahaha. MEET UP on FRIDAY!!!!! REUNION DINNERRRRR…. =DDD

 

Buin! if u’re reading this…. JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

go hanja!!!!! =DD i'm picking up really fast =DD

26th Jan (:

Clark Quay 18 Jan 09

Here you go girls!
I'm gonna take these gross pics down after a week!!!!! so pls grab it ASAP!! lol.
loads and loads of blur pics, pardon them... and the vid is on youtube!!! =DD will be up on my blog soon! (:

yad gor loei yan, yew ge hai nlam yan zan xam zan yi gom dui dai hoei.
yew ge, ji bud gor hai on qun gam... tong mai zhuei zhong yew ge hai xam leng xiong tung... ji dou doei fung lam gam mud ye.........
dan hai gom gei bun gei yew kau....zan hai hou gan lan wan...
seng ji, yaw di yan, gam sai dou wan mm dou....
zan hai hou hei mong.... gor tin.. wui fai di bei ongh wan dou...
xam leng xiong tung gor gor yan...

flightless bird

Jac introed me this song and i love it.
introing to u guys now.



sigh, still pmsing... BADDDDDD cramps..
and especially after all those drinks..
and if you're not a fan of vegetable juice, DON'T get Bloody mary.
it was Bloody gross. thank god i decided to stick to jack daniels.
and there was a reallyyyyyy hot/cute guy opp our table. hahah. this is kinda out of the blue but his face popped into my memory cause i saw him while ordering my drink.
he looked like a korean. The Daniel Henney kind?? but anyway. had a great time at Glass House. The Eric guy was nice (: food was not bad. and the desset i ate was amazing. omg. i miss the taste!!!!!!! i forgot the name of the dessert, but its an eggless custard with raspberry sauce. it was OMG... just thinking of it brighten me up alrdy...

today's first lesson was theory. its alternating lessons, theory and vocal.
today's lesson was pretty boring, cause it was all we learnt in choir, crescendo , decrescendo and stuffs. rhythm.. blah blah blah.....


okie.. i hate it when im pmsing and my mum nagging beside me..
urgh. alright, shall go away and hug my bears to sleep.

ADORABLE BABIES!!!

CHECK OUT THESE DARLINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You'll find one at my place 10 years later (:

http://www.adorablepoodles.net/puppiessold.htm

Ox year! come quick!

SIGH......
unlucky unlucky day...
though work was fine, however the journey home wasnt..
sprained my ankle at the very last step of the overhead bridge..
felt fine and i walked down to MacRitchie Resirvoir ..
took 156... and walked back home from CP....
and still ran across the road in 9 seconds...
all in the white pair of heels..
HOWEVER...started to feel the pain when i got home..
woke up in the middle of the night out of pain...
realised i gotta tell my parents. hahaha
( dint want the to make a fuss out of it, so i didnt want to tell them)
ended up... i was swivel chair bound until i went to Adelphi to get my bone back in place...
going back to work tmr.. jeffrey was nice enough. hahaha.
yep yep. hope theres no more mishaps..!!!!!!

looking forward to Sunday...
Orientation for LWSSOM ...
cant wait (:
but i think my vocals will be really tired out..
Mon - Sat : validation/interviewing.
San : Singing..

hahaha. all 7 days, it will be fully utilized. Poor thing..

aight. getting back to my Boys before flowers! hahahha
its the girl from 19 sui de qing chun and HYUNJOONG!!! =DDD Ep 1 with subs are out on mysoju (:

TWOooNINE

started off the day well..found out I've shed 2Kg!!!!! hahaha.
still not my ideal weight. working out and eating healthy really works!!!!
Jap trip changed me into a veggie person. SURPRISE!! Eileen's actually eating greens!!!!!! guess there'll be more changes along the wayyyy... heh.

I always start my year off with astro readings (:

As year starts, this will be a major initiative for your romantic and creative life, dear Libra. Your romantic energies would see definite changes this year. This would be quite creative year for you. A total eclipse in your fifth house of Libra will occur on January 26 and may forever change the course of love life. This will also be a new moon, so a whole new reality is emerging.

If you are single and wondering when (if ever) you’d meet someone who could get your pulse racing, the answer is: this year! New moons always open doors, although at a total eclipse of the Sun you may be asked create a space for that new meeting or opportunity.

This eclipse on January 26 is supporting you in big way. Follow your heart, no matter what others tell you to do, for it is sure to lead you to precisely the right place. With Jupiter also in your fifth house whole year, many of you would be getting new lease of life this year. This opportunity you are getting once in twelve years.

(Looks like this year will be a good one ^.^ , 2008 was one of the worst years and i got through ! hey ho hey!! )

If you were born during 15 to 27 date range in Libra, then this year would be more about many new initiatives. Most of new moons and solar eclipses are happening in your part. Among them major are romantic and creative initiative in first half of the year and social and career initiative in second half of the year.

2009 is coming!!!!!
New year wishes!!!!!!!!

1) Get into a local U!!
2) To do up a proper port folio!!
3) Improve on my singing and build up confidence!!!!
4) For all family , friends and myself to be healthy and happy!!!!!!!
5) To meet my Mr. Right!!!! =D

Top 5 wishes for next year... haiz.. all feels damn hard.
GAMBATTE!!!!!!!
HWAITING!!!!
JIAYOU!!!!




Drawing is really harder than i thought.
And me being perfectionist is not helping.....
ahhhh. i think theres gonna be a hole in my sketch soon.
just drawing the croquis is a chore...
practice practice practice!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Yay!!! i got a job!!!
hahaha. details not very clear..
but at least i get experience in the media field..
BUT, my job is to interview people. not exactly doing media stuffs. yeahh
Renumeration , pay, i've gt no idea........... i didnt menton much about the pay in my mail. or rather i DID NOT at all.. was just hoping to get something to do in mediacorp. experience comes first.

OH! and here are the pics for 5.1/6.2 gathering!!

2008年就快要画下休止符了。。
一切画面就这样一幕一幕的闪过。。
但当下的情感，却不一样了。。

道路上，又碰到了分叉口。
一起开始的旅程。。。
但始终要分开。。
又要一切归零，又是一个人，
重新来过。
太多不肯定，太多不确定，
甚至太多孤寂。
但这不就是人生，平凡的华丽
喧闹的孤寂。

woops! sorry bout the wrong info!!!!
No Taeyeon!! But YUNJI!!!!!!!!
hehe. i liked her too!!!!!!!
since Goong and esp after 19岁的青春.
hahaha. woops. GTG!!!! BE back soon..........

really tired from the gatherings alrdy..
and im going out again..................................

OMG......... check this out...
CANT WAIT!!!!!
Don't know if its just Kangin actually,
but heard that taeyeon and him will be together in WGM.
hahahaa, hmmmmm.. Wht about Junsu?????? LOL.
and Suju on WGM may mean special appearances of DBSK and SuJu!!!! WOOOHOO
and i officiall like Taeyeon!!!!!!!! =DDDDD
KangIn's one of my fav in Suju also... YAYNESS!!



Lettuce Couple actually went on Xman together before!!! OMG... hahahhaa . Did they rmb!??!?1

HELLO!!!!!!!!

Been back for quite some time alrdy..
Organizing my photos and putting them into vids..
Too much pictures to put them on this blog. hahhaa.
So, there you go... my trip, though no 100% of it, but most.. Heh..

wow, i finished Miss no good !!! Started yesterday night! finished few mins ago. LOL. leaving soon...... hmmm.. shinjuku today??? Y(^.^)Y visited loads of places alrdy ... left with...Enoshima, Yokohama, Asakusa, Harajuku..... hmmm... shld be all?? hahaa. time flies.............

12:02am
back from singing K in japan, went to yokohama today to meet my cousins friend.
a different form of freedom, but another form of restriction.
saw the ferris wheel just now, gonna take it soon..
shld be going to the shopping district tmr.. things are all very expensive here.......
ahhhh... but the food are so nice, i doubt ill lose weight! hmmm...... getting really cold.. okie. be back soon....

only lonely?

oh dear.... loneliness? is that what i'm experiencing??? :(

ok....... this holiay suck .. i dunno what i've been doing... time could have been better spent.
time should have been treasured..
rather than being spent on lamenting, pondering and arguing.
thinking generates more thoughts, more suspicion , more hatred.
if you want to, you can live happily .
or you can chose to read into words, read into nothing, and see something.
something ugly...ugliness comes only when u try too hard, trying too hard, hoping to find the flaws.
there is infinite flaws u can find , even in a crystal so clear...
urgh. i've got no idea wht im blabbering at this point of time.
so tired of all these. and this time round, i'm not saying its my fault anymore, because, from the very depths of my heart, i did not insult anyone but myself, nor did i expect these insults on MYSELF would occur to be insults to ANYONE ELSE BUT MYSELF.
this won't do, if it carries on, this over-sensitivity. now it may only cause some discordance or unhappiness with others. in the future, it will only hurt YOU, yourself. It will be a major problem if this is not overcome, seriously, it will only hurt you more. advice as your best friend, i don't wanna see you suffer, nor do i wanna rope in any other innocent people. i would say, this time round, i'm innocent as well. who wld have known wht i say about myself would hurt someone else... it all happened too fast... i hate conflicts, i seriously that word, even the sound of it, how ugly it sounds, how ugly it is , to see the letters placed together... i tried my best throughout my life, to prevent them from happening, it seems, no matter how hard i try, it wouldn't steer clear my path.. nor my attempts be seen, but only magnified each single conflict..... i never did raise my voice at friends, or if i did...sorry. but i hope i didn't and in my memory, i did not. i don't always have patience , even if it went down all the way to zero, i try not to show, cause i really really really detest conflicts. i try to accomodate, try to agree, just to prevent them , but it seems they just come knocking on my door unknowingly. for the innocent, i know it sucks, sorry, but i hope you know, i don't wish for them . even if i was hurt or unhappy by what others said or did, i didnt show it much, because i don't want any conflicts...........
i had enough of them since young, i had enough of childish fights since young . and i don't want them now.

the world's a landscape filled with landmines..
u step on it unknowingly... u hurt those around you,
those innocent souls... bury their souls for you.
because of one wrong step, without even knowing its wrong.

이 황당한 세계는 진짜로 견딜수 없는다 경이롭 너무 많은 미개간 땅 및 오해.너무 많 이해하지 않았다.。너무 저것이라고 의 너무 조금 안락 넋두리하는.

This is to those, who need strength, who fears pain, who fears fear....
its up to you, to face it, to grow stronger with it.

life is a lone walk.
a barefooted pilgrimage..
at times, u may brush through fine patches of grasses..
at times u may encounter pricking mimosas,
at time, you may even find yourself cut..
by thorns, pebbles and shatered glasses..
all these encounters; unexpected and inevitable.
maybe one day, at the end of the journey..
you look at your feet, akin to Park Ji-Sung.
tattered yet beautiful.
cause this pair of feet, had weathered through storms,
had battled the horns..
finally, you will no longer fear pain, nor see it with abhorrence.
but embrace these challenges, knowing that, you WILL tide over them,
only emerging stronger.