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您的精神年齡36歲

與您實際年齡差18歲

幼稚度56％

成熟度64％

老化度47％

 

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原本已为已失去的感动，似乎，回来了。。

是脆弱的表现吗？还是，已被冻结的心，想再次寻找没感受过的温暖？

之前，我又是在期待什么？

我没有资格吧。。？

 

镇懊恼，灵感总是在没有防备之下，闯进脑海。

而因为这样，一切一切都无法留下痕迹，留下片刻的记忆。

遗憾？也不算。。

我，失声了。。。

状态超不好。。

明天又是vocal lesson.还得独唱勒！完蛋了。。。

 

闷闷闷，就快要变身为王非唱“闷”了。。

阿。。。我的俊秀今天是怎么过的呢？

 

情人节。。。快乐，吗？  

Baek Ji Young - Like Being Hit By A Bullet

hooked on this song, now i know why its been champing on Music Bank.

[MV] Baek Ji Young - Like Being Hit By A Bullet
Lyrics credits to Nautiljon.
Chong majeun geotcheoreom
Jeongsini neomu eobseo
Useunmman nawaseo
Geunyang useosseo... Geunyang useosseo
Geunyang...
Heotalhage seumyeo
Hanaman mutja haesseo
Uri wae heeojyeo
Eotteoke heeojeo... Eotteoke heeojeo
Eotteoke...
Gumeongnan gaseume uri
Chueogi heulleo neomchyeo
Jababoryeo haedo
Gaseumeul magado
Songarak sairo ppajyeonaga
Simjangi meomchwodo ireoke
Apeul geot gatjin anha
Eotteoke jome haejwo
Nal jom chiryohaejwo
Ireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo
Gumeognan gaseumi
Eoneusaa nunmuri
Nado moreuge heulleo
Ireogi sirheunde
Jeongmal sirheunde... Jeongmal sirheunde
Jeongmal...
Ireoseoneun neol ttara
Mujakjeong jjocha gasseo
Domangchideut geotneun
Neoui dwieseo... Neoui dwieseo
Sorichyeosseo
Gumeongnan gaseume uri
Chueogi heulleo neomchyeo
Jababoryeo haedo
Gaseumeul magado
Songarak sairo ppajyeonaga
Simjangi meomchwodo ireoke
Apeul geot gatjin anha
Eotteoke jome haejwo
Nal jom chiryohaejwo
Ireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo
Chong majeun geotcheoreom... Jeongmal
Gaseumi neomu apa
Ireoke apeunde... Ireoke apeunde
Sal suga itdaneu ge isanghae
Eotteoke neoreul ijeo naega
Geureoin geon naneun molla... Molla
Gaseumi ppeongtturlyeo
Chaeul su eobseoseo
Jugeul mankeum apeugiman hae
Chong majeun geotcheoreom...

ENGLISH TRANSLATION Credits to Shinji.
Like being hit by a bullet
I cant make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..
While Im laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?
In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers
Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..
Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I dont want to be like this,
I really dont want to,
I really dont want to,
Really..
I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
Youre running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..
In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers
Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
Thats weird I can still live.
How can I forget you?
Me?
I dont know how to do such things..
I dont know..
My heart is awake and I cant put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,
Like being hit by a bullet...

Korean Entertainment Gossips

 

I’m currently reading ShenYuePop’s blog and found it amusing to a large extent. I like his/her style of writing. AND, it really opened my eyes and look into how SNSD is actually like. First time seeing comments by the so-called “haters”, and there is actually an international anti SNSD club. WOW. hahaha. Plus, all i got from taeyeon was an impression of her being more natural and less “trying-to-act-cute” and lastly her singing that impressed me. Been thinking that SNSD was just a bunch of vase, but i’ve got to disagree with that, since, i’ve actually seen good singing on Taeyeon’s part. The industry is filled with so much darkness, such that these celebs have no choice but to lose themselves.. sigh, just hope that some day, we’ll have a natural and real portrayal of celebs, and not just a facade to gain fans, and buy their way through the market. Oh dear…what a world we live in…

 

Choir steamboat yesterday! (:

at my very humble abode.

nothing fanciful, just a little, warm , get-together.

As usual, my mum’s very hospitable, and…. hmmm, concerned?

hahaha, those who’ve been to my house would know how much my mum loves to serve guests.

and thanks angela for missing my house (: POP BY SOON, its always open for you yeah???!!!! JIAYOUSSSSSSS………

‘ve been basking in my aimless life…

Bohemianism’s been my ideology during my first three mths period, and now, i’m back to that way of living…

strictly speaking, i wouldn’t label myself a bohemian utterly, or you’ll see me lurking around Holland V, basking in the artistic vigour. okay, those 2 words won’t really come well together, but who would not agree that you will indeed see those kinda vigour in artists. heh, okay, i should stop digressing. Familial pressures are somewhat worse than work, and many times i’ve tried to put in the effort to get a job (  faith don’t mock me! hahahs) BUT, okay, i admit. LAZINESS is my current vice….. and, DRAMAS are my accomplices. woops.

A level’s results are coming. YES, its COMING SOON…

inevitable, excruciating, terrifying.INHALE EXHALE INHALE EXHALE.

my dreams are mocking me. oh sigh, its like harder than getting 7 As please. LOL.

Alright, back to my drama (: