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Arena (known to self and others) energetic, friendly, sentimental, shy	Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, caring, cheerful, clever, complex, dependable, extroverted, happy, helpful, independent, intelligent, kind, loving, mature, modest, nervous, organised, relaxed, responsive, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, trustworthy, warm, witty
Façade (known only to self) idealistic, introverted	Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, confident, dignified, giving, ingenious, knowledgeable, logical, observant, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, religious, searching, tense, wise

Dominant Traits

60% of people agree that hamsterian is friendly

All Percentages

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Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 29.9.2007, using data from 15 respondents.
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secret

不能说的秘密
冷咖啡离开了杯垫我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 Woo~
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想象你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们会遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡







一次又一次，
一而再，再而三，
爱错，是怪天的残忍，
还是自己的愚蠢。

一而再，再而三，
看错，是怪你的掩饰，
还是自己的盲目。

我，还是如以往，轻易感动，轻易落泪。
让一切的脆弱，赤裸裸的摆在众人面前，
让他人轻易的摧残，惯性的嘲讽。

TAGGED

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for (hint hint...haha...):
1. CLOTHES! ( i've got a super bad wardrobe)
2. A GOOD PASS FOR PROMOS. ( GOD, u heard this?? hahha)
3. MY "H" (Cupid!! catch that??!)
4. a wallet?! coz mines in pieces, my bro's getting one for me, i hope, hahaha
5. A HUGE LIFESIZE TEDDY!! hahaha.. ( nt the grizzy bear kinda life size la! )


1. The person who tag you is?
Branson

2. Your relationship with her is?
4I 2006' classmates

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
-interllectual
-smart
-sensitive?
-nice! hahhaa, he gave us free mindchamps tutoring! ( and amirah as well. haah)
-someone who treasures friendship.

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Hmm. I think its the mindchamps thing la, even tho i dun really apply it now, hahah! but still, thanks!!

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
Hmmm. harlo?! HAHA!! coz everyone says that, but i seriously have no particular sentence in mind. hah

6. If he becomes your lover, you will?
hmmm, i guess i'm losing faith towards guys man, hahaha!

7. If he becomes your lover, things he would have to improve on will be?
hahah, i still dunno u tt well actually! haha..despite knowing u for like more than 2 yrs alrdy!!

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
i'll set dogs on you, ( i think tts the freakest thing man, i doubt i'll even dare go near it to set it lose. hahah!)

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
you killed my parents. HAHAHA... ok, i just made tt up, u wun right?! haha!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
yes yes, every single soul i knw better promote! and esp you too! hahaah

11. Your overall impression of her is?
nice, talking more, smart,... hahaha!

12. How you think people around you would feel about you?
eew, shit face! hahah!! stupid shorty etc etc... ( woops, elaine, pls sensor this, u aint seeing anything babe. lol)

13. The character i love most about myself is?
haha, my super natural power : freeze. i cant take part in icebreaker games. LOL

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
sadly...i hate myself...can't bring about to love myself as well, man, we're so on the same boat. but most imptly, hate the inferiority complex in me, everyone tells me im not as bad as i described myself to be, but, its just.. u knw, inferiority!

15. The most ideal person you want to be with is?
sighs, my mr right, cupid is taking supeerrrrrrrr long, waiting and waiting for ages. (no more Ls. pls. hahah!)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
omg, such an emotional topic, yes, i love all of you to bits, MUACKS!!! always being there, my beloved choir!!! support's very impt! haha, vocal wise and in the mind. and my lovely 0732 too, and my jiemeis and guys from 4I! hahaha... you pple rock, huge thanks for being ard, treasure and appreciate it shit piles. hahah!

17. For people whom i've hurt:
erm, if i do hurt u in anyway, sincerely i apologise, aherm, and i shld stop being so mean to "B" hahhaa. woops =X sorry if there was anything said or done that you pple out there feel uncomfortable, disturbed or feared of... so very sorry!

18. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel bout you:
In no Order of Merit:::
1. BRANSON. u are tagged back! hahaha
2. Elaine
3. Amanda
4. Mushi
5. Jackson
6. Elvis
7. Tab
8. Jac
9. Xin Ying
10.LAO PO

please note, if you intend to do this quiz, i advice you to fill in the ten names before you proceed with your reading! Its no fun otherwise.]

1. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
hahah!! my BRUTHER..

2. Is no.9 a male or female?
hahah, definitely a gal.. LOL

3. If no. 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
HAHAH! omg, both are my precious, cant bear to put em together, i want all of em to myself! hahah

4. How bout no. 8 and 5?
HAHAH!!! cool, both Js, both tall pple.. LOL.. why dint i think of tt??!!

5. What is no.2 studying about?
4 H2s!! LIT, HIST, MATH , CHEM

6. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
today?!?! hahaha

7. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
uh oh, sorry jac dear!! got no idea wht kinda music u like!! tell me next time k?!?!

8. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
yupp. i think so?! hahaa. if i dint rmb wrgly

9. Will you woo no.3?
errr.. no, we are not CROOKED too..

10. How bout no.7?
haha, we love each other too much, dun have to woo.. LOL

11. Is no.4 single?
duhhh.. LOL.. its written all over his face, hahah.. dun shock me mush. LOL

12. What is the surname of no.5?
SEAH! hahaa.. chinese is XIE! LOL

13. What is the nickname of no.10?
turtle, lala, angela zhang shao han, lao po.. LOL... dun really knw leh, i just call her lao po..

14. What is the hobby of no.4?
haha, composing, writing essays?! do u call tt a hobby? lOL...graphics design, blogs interface, omg, u do too many things!! haaha..

15. Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
hahah, dun realy knw, in the same choir, but rarely talk i think, LOL!

16. Where is no.2 studying at?
duhh.. where i am, NY. LOL

17. Talk something casually bout no.1?
cool, smart, quite silent at times.

18. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
jac dear,....... u wanna lemme try?! HAHA~ jacs freaking out now..

19. Where does no. 9 lives?
SENGKANG!

20. What color does no.4 likes?
uh-oh, PURPLE!! hahaha!! everyone loves purple! no la.. hahha.. only me. mush is definitely not a fan or purple, well, even tho ur phone wall paper was.. or issit still the same?! haha

21. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
They've never met...so how to be best friends..?

22. Does no.7 like no. 2?
they never met too,but both are lovable pple, so i believe they can clique quite well too.. hah.. we are very socialable pple kayss..

23. How did you get to know no. 2?
Haha...simple...she's in my class...

24. Does no.1 has any pets?
errrr... i dun think so?!?! hahaha! do u?!!

25. Is no.7 the most sexiest person in the world?
i think she is self proclaimed sexy., HAHAH!! ok tabss!! u are sexay princess!! HAHA!

time

阴霾慢慢收回，
温暖陷入缝隙。
那瞬间，撕破层层云端
闯进我复杂思绪，
闯进我的秘密基地。

这幸福之徒，
唯你专署，
谁胜谁负，
这场游戏。
谁是生命中，
我的最佳代言。

这幸福画图，
为你描述，
添上彩色
带点羞涩，
谁是生我命中，
最佳的探险。

liberated

1 mth not too long ba.. hahaha, at least not more than 1 mth?! LOL... okie, leen stop being so bai chi next time, u stupid bai chi... HAHAHA!!!!

yupp... and people im out of it, so dunid to ya knw... create fusses le.. YAY =D thanks hong guang n stella! LOL!!! =D and many others who suffered my rantings..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN

HAPPYBIRTHDAY EEYIN!!! (: (: (:

ok, yay!!! today's very eventful, too many things to write about, yi yan nan jin, so i just write an ultra short one and i can concentrate fully le (:

hehe.. yupp!!! so, i guess feelings not so kao de zhu de... =D at least i knw it now..not too late.. (:

blogs dying soon

quick short one before i leave for tuition.. hahha, chen lao shi is superrrr egoistic and confident, and elaine wrote something in my book to ask me to learn from her.. HAHAH! sorry.. but i'm like super retarded and grotesque.. LOL.. okok.. i rock... LOL!!! yes.. i shld start changing to things like, "oh good leen" love you to bits.. hahah!!

today SEA totally is like lost in my own world, coz i havent read a single thing.. but wow.. i finally understood wht IH means alrdy!!! hahah! i love IH! oh mr pck, i wun disappoint u n ih this time round... (: JIAYOU fellow historians.. LOL!

other than tt, today's rather mundane...

joke of the day: " you're asking for rough paper? sorry, dun think i have, only got smooth ones.."

hahha.... shivers shivers...

ok! ciao pple!!!

LOVES!!

dom!!

walking to school alone is bored de, even if me n dom not talking, but still not so bored.. HAHAH!!! but ok la... just dun rain like that day can ler.... and i finally knw wht bus to take!!! 22!!!!!! i lost my way once taking the bus, so i was afraid to take it alone.. hahah!! but thanks tsu hui!! LOLS!!!!

ok... da bai chi, lemme go back to history!!! HAHA!! ( not history as in the past la.. lols)

PEEL

hellos people, i should attempt to type in proper English as much as i can remember to. Practicing to use the PEEL format that Mr L. Mao taught us today. Not today actually, its some time back when he taught us this, but apparently, i wasn't awake to catch what he taught. Laugh out loud.

ok, forget it, i think i've written enough history short essays to get my brain working now. and omg, its super dark when i walked to station today, highly paranoial. i shocked my self my accidentally blasting the song over my earphones, i got a SHOCK. hahah. i think the 2 gals behind me find me weird. LOL! and, the poor mouse, RIP. its sooo poor thing can, its like trying to escape and squeezing into the drain, but it got stuck and it just died there. OMG, such a shock in the morning. sighss... the "mouse track" is scary yet tragic... ( tragedy = Othello) LOL...

phew, i thought i was really really really slow on GE, luckily i said smth not so near the beginning chpts. i cant express myself verbally that well, i really can write better than talk, even tho my writing is not very amazing, like totally not...

hahaha... i looked into the mirror n screamed grotesque again!!! LOL!! and thanks lao po, guess i was drained from the past few days of laughing and craziness... its quite tiring smtimes , and today lao po made the effort to make me laugh again, really appreciated it... HAHA! the swing needs some oiling... i miss it man!! HAHA, and too bad no stars tonight, cant enjoy it together... friday ba! hahaha ( making assumptions tt u can stay.. ) i think we really needed the half and hour a day talk at the swing.. LOL!! we can make it longer aft promos u knw... LOL!!!

dint see him today, to be happy or not!? i knw not for now.... rarrrrrrr...

i still have 2-7 to do later, despite finishing 2-6, its scary... super long.......my hand was breaking by question 5..LOL!!

ok pple.. needa run alrdy!!!!! (: and pls tag, coz it looks like its dying.. LOL!!!!

=D JIAYOU

heart attack

pray that i can pass promos... sighs....
i knw its a blessing to take lit.. but im just afraid of the other h1s...
sighhss... and pck gonna screw me for failing hist again...
jiayou gal!!!

thanks laopo!!
love the swing man, thanks prev batches of students.. (:
NSP was quite productive, other den wasting too much time n energy with my 2-5 notes.. hahha! but managed to finish 2-5 finally, starting 2-6 soon, and mushi taught me a mtd to study hist, coz he see me study until he got pissed
lol! sorry!! thankew!!! and jia hao, omg,..... lame man... i thought i was paralyzed enough.. i think u dun have legs man.. HAHA.. more than just lame... u fish monger.. LOL!!!!

ok, its weird today, hahah.. was it on purpose to freak me out so that i will zhi nan er tui?? or was it to see me chu chou?? hahah!! free freak show! LOL...

and.. ok.. im looking more n more hamsterish.. even faith think i do look like one.. HAHHA

JIAYOU pple!!! =D =D =D

yawns pple..

tiring man.. reading great ex is a chore... not becoz of the small fonts like PnP la.. but.. its the writing tt makes u ponderlike every 2 sentences, so by the time u finish one page.. its like.. so many thoughts popped in to ur mind le... DRAINING!!!!

ohh...as usual, went to cp lib cafe to mug again... hahha.. i think i saw kaibin's classmate.. quite familar.... if its not den their features similarity is like 85% liaos. ok.. i think im really too shagged... this kinda things also go and trhink about.. HAHA!!! leen's crazy..

but i'm happy recently.. =D hahaa.. thanks!!! laopo!! u are like half of everything to me! LOL... sorry about the other half...

OOh!!!! HSM 2 is starting in like 10 min!!!! needa zhao...

hahaa... and i proclaim that i am seriously a kids magnet man.. LOL!!

JIAYOU J2s!! prelims tmr!!

JIAYOU J1s!! promos coming soon! =D

LOVE YA PEEPS =D

IR

HEY STONES!! and others doing pw... I/R reflection log must be handed in on MONDAY!!!!

sighss.. so dun like it man.. hahaha.. nonetheless.. jiayou!! ^^

yu dao

i am TAGGED

You Are Tagged!Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end of the game, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!:)

1) I sleep with lights on too!!! super afraid of the dark, hallucinating at stuffs in the dark, HAHA!
2) I am superrr terrified of being alone in an enclosed area, like store rooms, toilets, even classrooms, etc... so... please dun lock me up.. u'll prolly find me dead on the floor due to heart attack..my friend said this is some form of a psychological phobia... hahaha, this world is amusing..

3) haha! hi 5 jac!!!! i cant eat chili!!! =D my chicken rice is just chicken n rice. LOl!!! everyone who sees me eat confirm ask " like this also can eat? "
4) I'm a secret member of Fantastic Five. Super power: Freeze. hahah.. seriously, pple get all frozen up when they talk to me.. LOL ( my poor choir pple, classmates and jiemeis ... practically everyone suffer this "power" of mine.. LOL)
5) i need a bolster and a blanket to sleep. HAHA...but if im tired... i can even sleep when i'm standing... and i snore....
6) i'm always calling out to god... (omgod) i'm saying tt lesser alrdy, coz i think hes very busy!!! everyones calling out to him..
7) i cry super easily!!!! tears of laughter, joy, touch,sadness, loneliness, everything.. hahaha... i wet my laopo's shoulder soo much
8) I have a major stage fright. Esp. tt freaking audition... hahaha!!!! i nearly fainted before i got up on stage...

9) I think ALOT. about everything.... (Ask my wife about it. or even those who knws me long enuf.. HAHA)
10) i get high very very very very easily, esp when i laugh.... leen's blushing like everytime now... not very healthy. retribution i guess?! coz before this mth, i never blushed a single time... and poor jun xian (4I ) and siong, n xy. whos always blushing.... kanna teased by me.. LOL.. retribution!!!! sorry to those whom i teased, i finally understand ur plight!!! HAHAHA..i think last time i'm prolly bloodless ba! LOl!!!!

Following people are tagged:
1) Theresa
2) TAB
3) Pei Shan
4) Elaine
5) Amanda
6) Elvis


MUST WRITE THEM IN YOUR BLOG. I WILL CHECK.!

i love campus!!!!

HEYY pple!!!!! (: (: (: smiles smiles, leen reached school at 730 today... and its super lang bei bu kan de lor!!!! hahah... poor theresa also.. but, its worth it.. hahaha!!!! we dint get containers today even tho no one was using it... and u knw why??? coz its locked on saturdays!! omg... lao po and u dint tell me!!!!!!! maybe i'm just bai chi.. hahaha... my wife's complaining i'm influencing her to speaking in chinese... LOL. good wht, chinese rocks man... lol... ok larrr... i'll speak england too...vely powderful one.. HAHAHA!!!!! i forgot where i heard it from.. lols.. anyway.. my umbrella is sooooo not behaving properly today... it spoilt i think, long ago.. but i dint realise, coz the wind wasnt tt strong... my umbrella totally flipped the other way round, and,.. i ended up wetter than the umbrella!! Lols.... it was j2s C Lit paper today.. hahhaa... no wonder they came so early....

was doing Great Ex the whole day, my reading improve le.. prolly becoz i was more focused on my reading today.. LOL..finally analyzed parts of wht i read and could.. hahah! not bad la... Pip is soo mean... gonna chiong history later, if not i'm sooo screwed for kellet's lesson.. hahah!!!! yupp!!! (: me n lao po went to the fitness corner.. hahaa.. i love tt place, so given that the weather is sooo nice and chilly with fragments of sunlight peaking through the clouds... we laid on the sit up "benches"(coz we were seating on it like benches) haha. and... we were trying to do our work... managed to read quite a bit, and finally, i dozed off.. literally fell asleep.. hahah..thanks lao po..for not waking me up.. hahah! she said she see me sleep until lidat bu she de wake me up... omg... my shui xiang so chou la!!! were you laughing like crazy?! hahaha.. i asked the same question again.. everytime i wake up.. did isnore?? LOL.. she said.. abit larr... thanks uh lao po.. too nice to me le... HAHAH!!! i'm a pig man.. lol.....

and.. i think im getting man-lier... even theresa said so.. we want each other's arms.. LOL.... im muscular de lor.. LOL!!!! for my size la.. hahha... i'll try to be more girl ba.. hehe... (^:^) >>> newly invented by the not functioning brain.. HAHAHA

JIAYOU pple!! ( selfish me, giving away my oil so tt i'm so fat.. LOL.. but like not going anywhere lehh.. keep increasing only.. LOL)

(: (: (: stay happpyyy!!! have fun amidst mugging ba.. HAHAHAAA..

HELP HELP

hahah.. im changing my blogskin soon!!! i stumbled upon a very nice skin.. its a green template but the artist sort of created a few other colour formats.. but we have to manually change it ourselves.. and i dunno how!! anyone knows how to change the colours??? LOL.. im so not IT savvy.. hahha..

recently been rather high.. hahha!!!!! u can tell from all the hahahs. i think im noise pollution in the canteen... and!!!! argghhh... i came to sch at 8 yest( early) thinking i might be able to get a container for the choir gang... BUT!!! all booked la!! grrr... so i was very bu fu qi... and i decided to come earlier today.... so i reached sch abt 730... thinking, so early.. confirm got places one.. but!!!! na li zhi dao, all booked again!! by the same grp of pple la!!!!!!!!!! and..poor jun xian, he reach earlier than me like.. 7?! he was very bu fu qi also.. hahha!! i understand! actually Kaibin msged me about it when i alrdy reached SR mrt.. yeahh..so abit too late le... TMR I'LL GO SCHOOL AT 6!!!! hahaha.. no la..crazy... go so early... i might as well go CP lib cafe.. LOL.....

okayy... today was YAY.. coz i finished 10A hahah!! and embarking on 10B... thanks mr tam!! LOL.. he came all the way down to canteen for me.. lols.. coz i went ard the sch looking for him..yupp... im going to do Victor a nice favour by reading GE.. lol..ok.. not doing her a favour but myself la.. since im the one taking exams in the end... yeahh. must jiayou!! MUST PASS LIT!! if not dui bu qi zi ji... sighs... i shld have taken H2 chi, at least will be doing smth i enjoy. dumb dumb.... who ask me so stupid to fail prelim and end up in NJC??? (no junior college).. so i had no idea about JC curriculum and sub. combi.. LOL... so i ended up with this louya combi... haha. and theres only clement to pei me in this super weird subjects.. LOL... (history is reallyyyyy saiiiiii.. ) no offense PCK...

WOOPS... hahaha.. lameness acting up on me!!!!!! hahha..... im laughing like mad... LOL...


LOL....

siaoness...

JIAYOU......

byebyeeeeeeeeee

qiao yu

qiao yu's not so nice after all!! and theresa.. i dun agree with ur theory.. LOL... coz.. its bu ke neng de shi qing.. LOL..... OK.... i m still in school. ( i forgot smth!!! ) haha. nearly type smth wrong....
im rotting like no ones business... =D

you guys jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
petrol prices here is FOC de.. LOL....

kk.... i needa do my work le.. zai jian!!!!!!!!!

=D =D =D

尽在不言中

尽在不言中， 太多的感慨，不知道怎么表达。淡淡的忧伤在心里刮成龙卷风。风平浪静的外表，来掩饰心里被波动的心弦。。。 不知道会有如此的感觉。不知道会那么在意。。心在隐隐作痛，但能如何是好?? 怪只怪自己轻易动摇的坚定，轻易相信，轻易被人摆布。。 我就是这样的我，改变不了的我。。。。。。
也许就因为这样，伤，总是习惯性的一再对我开刀，让我血淋淋的身心，透过字眼，隐秘的泄露，我的不安，与寂寞。。

gan dong.

Quan shi jie de ren dou zhi dao

Hou hui

Kao jin yi dian dian

Yu Dao

lyrics lyrics

QUAN SHI JIE DOU ZHI DAO

E ZUO JU

PW!

and!! one more thing worth celebratin!!! our WR met all expectations in every criteria! WOOHOO!! way to go STONES!! lol.. whts wrg with stoning right?? we will strive de.. HAHHAA!!!! STONES ROCKS!!!! yupp.. and.. im so gonna go early to chope place at container.. yay-ness..! and i write n memorise at the same time... so...i dun have to refer to my sad-to-tears puny small words.. HAHHA..

Qing says my life's very happy becoz im always laughing.. hhahaha. amused by tt... LOL!! coz apparently... i've been thru quite a series of unfortunate events ( but not as unfortunate as many others la...) (and why m i complaining??!! ) ok.... god gave me quite a nice life, but a very negative character.. always thinking too much, using my brains wrongly.. LOL... yeahh... nvm that... i've learnt to thrown away my sad past thanks to my lovely frens now... (: yupp.. i LOVE all of you... HAHHA... i'll spread my happiness to everyone ba... LOL.. =D

ok.. ishld really go continue chionging.. BB!!!
CIAO!!!!!!!!!!
<3 LEEN

haiz

haizz... okay.. great... i'm sianed to go alone... bahhhhh.. i shld just REN and try to come to a peaceful settlement. haahah!!! one whole day of history can just brain wash u ya knw....
sighs.... canteen's really hot la!! cannot study there sia.... where got aircon de?? wht happen to our choir container??!! and i fell asleep twice in the 5th floor classroom.. but becoz its airconditioned and super quiet.. i managed to finish up my history notes (: i'm starting to rock.. OMG OMG OMG!!! and guess wht?!?!!! AFter soooo many Us for my math!!! finally.. sudden leap to A!!! hahaha.. it was an easy test la... so cant brag too much, coz i believed many others got A like easily too.. LOL.. yupp... motivation to mug on... hahaha.. and i feel so retarded again, today. LOL... thanks lao po!! for the encouragement note.. we really got telepathy, such a coincidence tt both of us had smth for each other!! LOL... LOVENESS!! (:

hmmmm, i thought i could make peace with everyone de, well, im trying my best alrdy..... trying to smile through everything, trying to bring joy to pple.... yeahh... i'll still continue smiling tho... and really sorry elvis!!!!!! ><

how how how???

this sad freak here has no study partner right now... grrr... and the hse is sooo not conducive in this period of time.. nice, thanks to bro, cold war tensions running high in the hse, US n USSR with no official conflict but dragged in many innocent countries (ME)for proxy wars... gosh.so history.. LOL... k.. im zooming off to RM LJS.. hahah BYEBYE!

豆子今天的心情。

豆子的忧伤，在滚烫的热水全被融化掉，换成香浓的酸甜，意味着那期待的滋味。。。

爱的酸甜，只能用心感觉。之间的暧昧，是过去的搁浅， 因为两人，找不到娟换爱情的条件。

kids (:

i have so much yuan fen with kids recently!! they are sooo adorable and once i say hi to em, they will just keep playing with u derh! hahha...theres one time, i wanted to study, as in really concentrating, den got this toddler, keep playing with me. haha.. then when i tried to ignore him, he was like staring at me beckoning me to play la. HAHA.. so ke ai!!!! =D and lao die, i am NOT pedo!!!! tsk! haha.. prolly my height made them think i'm part of em,LOL!!

ok, sorry pple, for my recent retardation, feeling very retarded recently. lol! today's mugging was at clark quay's starbucks, wanted to mug in library one, but my parents wanted to go clark quay for dinner, so, yeahh... went to mug there... and i think i made friends with the lady at the cafe in cp le lor.. haha!!!

die larr... must really pia for promos le, i feel so retainish now lor!! argggg.. wake up leen!!! adding oil for everyone but u urself still so slackish! ( my gosh, created so many random words, this is sooo bad for gp ) ok, retarded, talking to yourself.. hahaha! yay!!! mummy's getting me a wallet !!! daddy's getting me a crumpler!! (:(:(: YAYness.. lol... its still soooo long and im planning for my presents le. hahah! mean gal. but recently, doing quite a bit of history revision, my mindmaps, hahaha!!!! poor eyes, i'm destroying u day by day.... ok.. great... leen's talking to her eyes now.. HAHAHAAA..

sorry pple, im seriously retarded recently. anyway.. i will jiayou de!!! choir no one retained before! as in.. the present cohort.. hahah ( sorry zi jie! >< ok, u're not even reading this.. LOL) nvm, yeahh... so.. choir must jiayou~!!!! 0732 must jiayou too!!! ^^

cant wait for carolling~~ but the new conductor seems, hmmmm.. i dunno, got the feeling that choir's not gonna be the same anymore.. sighs.... if only...........

well. needa go chiong le.. hahaa.. zai jian ba!!

yawns

Heyyy my beloved people!!! =D went back school to study today..sorry lao po!! as i told u, i cant concentrate with u ard de... see wht happened today?! lol.. and sorry hong guang!! and yaya.. lol..kept laughing non stop esp when i looked at both of u.. you two are too cute le la!! hahaha... seriously... yepp...
mushi is crazy today... doing all the bengs stuffs. lol... ok.. maybe u're not tt beng aft all.. first impressions are not always right u knw.. hahah! and hou yuan has this very amazing thing to get videos.. and its super nice de.. hahah.. and... THERESA TAN HUI XIN!!!!!! u owe me one man... zhong se qing you!! hahaha... ok la.. i think i owe u alot also.. hhaha.. =D its okay... just go for it gal.. i support u de!!! ^^ i'm getting fatter..shld give away as much oil as possible..
and today.. 136 took super long... the pee queen had to hold her bladder for super long... >.<.. haha.. my phone nearly died on me today.. actually it did... but my bro miraculously revived it.. thanks bro!!! hahaa...

okie.. gt econs tmr... needa ciao, mummy cant sleep before i do.. as always.. hahha.. so ishall do her the huge favour and go sleep. LOL.... right..take care pple!! and beloved choir j2s, jiayou!! and my lovely j1s!! jiayou too! hahhaa... take loads of care of yourselves man... (: bye byeeeeeeeeee..

<3 from leen ^^

the wonderful, highly anticpated "Class outing"

hahha... teachers day at cvss was.. hmm... kinda boring.. coz theres loads of new teachers... but... the singers from cv was much better than those who sung in my school.. and i wanna praise azizi ( sorry.. its confirmed spelt wrongly.. hahah! ) and wen yu.. their zhuan shu tian shi.. and mind you guys.. [A]'s chinese pronounciation is much better than many of the chinese la! hahaha...

yeah... we took super long to decide whos going to movies and what time to go off.. so by the time we left school was... 3?! and by the time we reached there... no tix and its hyper crowded (town area) yepp.. so ended up..we took another 2 hrs to decide wht to do and who to do wht and where to go..finally.. gals n guys split up to do their own stuffs.. good thing tho.. hahaha

yeahh.. so the 4 pretty ladies plus this plain Jeen(pun intended. hahah) went to marina square for a buffet dinner! omg... its super nice.. the food there... hahha.. coz we cooked it ourselves... yepp, so the gals get to eat their sushi while i get to eat my rice.. hahha! i dunt eat sushi.. for the gazillionth time im repeating myself.. hahhaa... yepp... fan tong ate 2 bowls of rice plus so much other chicken, prawns blah blah blah.. hahha.. i think i ate 26.70 worth la... but poor just! u eat so little! my gosh... and u paid so much for it gal... hahaha.. i dunno why im laughing so much today... too many hahas.. just filter them if u dun wanna keep seeing the HAHAH.

okie.. i think i'll just put up the pix here.. (: